When decided upon that type of voluntary I was partially consciousness that it will bring something different to my life. It does. Actually, I have started to deliberate about meaning of the life.
I think about what some people have done to live the life they have. Did they deserve it? It is unfair that we cannot fully control our destination. In the very begging of their lives they were marked with the adversity. They do not distinguish between good and evil, because there wasn't anybody to taught them - no parents.
I know that there are people in the orphanage, who look after them, but I swear that it is definitively impossible for 1 person to raise that number of children. Yeah, there is only one supervisor on the work-shift, who is there sometimes half of a day. So I am asking HOW he or she can handle it? Especially that these children need special care, they need somebody to be with them all the time. I can see, for example, how hard it is to do a homework with them. Sometimes I literally spend 2 hours helping a girl to do 4 math's tasks. And know imagine that there is 15 or 20 kid, who need the same help. In my opinion the government should introduce some solution, because at least 2 supervisors are needed at one work-shift.
Because of that experience I am glad that I have both parents, who are who they are and I am quite often complain about them, but I know that they love me and they contributed to making me who I am.
